Single for all the reason I don't know.
I'm told I am special, handsome, kind, a good dad, loving, understanding, and so much more yet here I am alone in my world.
Alone to endure the sight of others being close.
Alone to see that which alludes me.
Alone as time passes me.
Alone on a drunk form of sadness that doesn't fade.
Alone to see myself fade in to the emotional sadness.
Alone till a day my child comes over to distract me.
Alone to break my own heart.
Alone to wallow in my ideas
Alone to sing sad songs that remind me of my life.
Where are you? Why are you taking so long?

These feelings for you oh stranger.
 You live so close yet I can not see you.
 You look so beautiful yet I can't tell you.
 You smell like love yet I can't be close to remember.
 You speak like a confident queen yet I can not converse.
  You bring a feeling in me that I can't express.
 You shine so great yet your covered by a Vail.
  You are who I wish was mine.
  You this bright, beautiful, African queen who lives near me.
  You sing a song in my heart I can't discribe
  You are that which I wish was my own to love.

 You are that whom I ponder so much about.